Thursday, March 31, 2005
Has any 1 tried posting yesterdae aftnoon til nite time? i jus cant seem to blog anithing. hmmm sianz. now is the exam perios with exam stress. haiz Cant imagine saturdae is my last paper and yet i cant enjoy. i'll hv to do my honey project which is due on 5th april. Its like 3 daes after exams. pretty amazing huh.
Well aft tt, on 5th april, i'll ahve to attend lesson at SIM. Bridgin lessons. wheich means i have to start study AGAIN. Till 31st may and i'll have to take 2 papers, 3 hrs each. its damn ridiculous. i even have to go back to SIM on saturdaes 2.30 - 5.30pm to attend lessons. 2 full months. and all my weekdae lessons is in the evenin 7-10pm. What more can i sae? ...
CAN I JUS GET OVER THIS FREAKIN EXAMZ ASAP?! i cant take it any longer. seriously. esp the International Marketing paper
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
swimmin lEssons!
sumo lessons
this is the dog. jus bath it this morning
Saturday, March 26, 2005
From miss Congeniality 2: "People care for people who care for themselves"
meaningful isnt it.. nice show. can go and catch it aft exams! haiz
y is mondae stil nt arriving. i simply cant wait for examz to finish. Aft finishin, i'll get 3 full daes of REst b4 goin to SIM bridgin lessons. DAMN! i don even have my own holidaes aft poly. haiz. been mugging for examz and nth seems to get in. hopefully i'll pass. haha.
hmm yesterdae went to meet him and was studying. Yes. Studyin. can u imagine like almost every1 in NP will be mugging for their examz on "good Friday"? this friday isnt good at all. :(
*I AM SERIOUSLY VERY STRESSED UP*
wad the fug.. y mus we have examz?
y are all my module so daRn diff?
with so much memory work to do. SHIT!
wad the fug.. y mus we have examz?
y are all my module so daRn diff?
with so much memory work to do. SHIT!
-_-" + :'( = PEIQI...
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
is this tray of eggs cute? hehe
Something meaningful.. :)
well, exams are jus less than a week away and i am totally un-motivated to study. Wad's happenin?! guess i'm the type who does last min prep. sigh.. i am fine with him le. no more quarrels but i don like his attitude. It seems like somehow he is that type of ppl who cant be serious. OMG. Y?! :(
Btw, can some1 jus MOTIVATE ME?? plEase? been nua-ing at hm. Rotting and stoning. Although i'm very lazy but something justin said struck me. He said "jus a week of studyin and u can graduate from poly le." how true. ITs reali jus a week of studyin and y am i god damn lazy!
haiz... nth to blog bout le.... no pics to post. nth interestin nowadaes..
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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Cow ... Muuuuu
nice?? hehe..
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Cheers 0.0 \/
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little dolpHin~ magnet..
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:D
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me and him..
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Puffer FiShEs :p
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in da caB
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the COW & CHICKEN!
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enjoy..
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
quarrel with him again. but come to think of it, it may be a small matter but it does matter to me. i believe any1 in my shoes will also do the same thing-- quarrel with him. I seriously find him too much. u jolly kno what u have done. there are realli limits to my patience. everytime i told u nt to ride so fast, u din even bother bout me. Am i stil ur gf? is it the way to treat sum1 whom u think is ur gF?
And to think u even shut down the comp when i'm using it. isn't tt too much. u kno wad u did aft that. it nt only makes me more disappointed, i oso feel that u are no longer the one i kno. Anymore.
Shall nt comment anymore. :(
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
@ jacks place last fridae..
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all the humpty dumpties
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nice? ah gong and ah ma
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this is SITI! in the toys room.. hahaha
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Shit! tml is the Housewife focus group and well, we are sad to sae that all the leads come from Jonas Lee our saviour. we are supposed to find them and conduct our focus group and will be assessed on that for our BB and it seems like Jonas had already done like half of it for us. Although i'm quite guilty bout it but bo bian la.. i seriously cant find any housewife which i am able to convince to come for this focus group. i simply don understand y ppl don wan to come and participate when they will jus sit there n comment bout honey and they can easily get $40 bucks for an hour to two hours. Isn't that ez money? hmm realli don understand ppl nowadays.
Oh btw, i'm gg Zouk tonite. Finally.. after completeing almost all my projs, i can go there and enjoy myself with music and drinks. =)
haiz.. today had a small fight with darlin cos when i told him i'm goin zouk, he STRONGLY disagree because he thinks that i simply don't know how to take care of myself esp if i'm goin in a small group. But i amit i'm quite spoilt at times and i jus wan things to go my way. Boo is always the one giving in to me and letting mi have wadever i wan. i feel guilty now but i jus cant help venting my anger or frustration on him simply because i kno that he wont be mad at me and will jus give in to me which i think not many boyfriends are willing to do that.
to Boogie: sry dear but i cant help it at times. i may be spoilt but i still love you..
Sunday, March 13, 2005
smt thing very sad happen to my class! todae we had our BPC rehearsal and well, everything was smooth at first but when it came to the dance part, some of us are very enthu but some are nt so due to their personality la but cant blame them ma.. they are teh more quiet kind but don worry, none of us blame them but maybe there are some miscommunication out there that causes this misunderstanding. Don let this affect our class k? like wad Shiwei said, we have come to abt the end of everything and should let such small things affect us ma.. Rite? ok rite.. hmm.., went bugis todae to have lunch with darlin.. went a very ex place "barnsburry". the food is realli average only lor and it cost like 60bucks to have a lunch for 2.. seriously think it is nt worth it and i'm nv ever goin back there again..
Yesterdae went to catch the show "hitch". i find it normal onli lei maybe because all the funni parts are shown in the preview le so like nth special anymore. so haiz actually quite disappointed in the show la. Nt as good as wad i expected and i stil like so enthu b4 goin in to catch it. nth realli much happen le.. so nth to write! oh ya.. EXAMZ are comin and it seems like i stil don have the mood to study. Always like tt and i hate it!! hate the last min preparation. Always freak me out. Damn...
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this is my cousin toy lorry.. jus find it very cute.. tts a panda inside and when the lorry moves, the panda will hit the soccer ball.. creative eh?
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myu dessert @ Jack's place.. mango cake with real mango slice inside it.. very fresh ar..
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daRlin & his bike~
my dinner yesterdae~~ at jacks place! *delicious* YummY Yum yUm..
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me and my little cousin~ was slpin then.. laZy *yaWn*
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taken with Dora~ aft WISP class
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my little cousin! Cute isnt he? haha
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Guess which is my leg? taken aft the focus gp discussion with Jonas Le.. haha~ we're too boRed!! on Wed~ (9/3/05)
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
hey ppl~ i'm back to normal le.. not longer feeling lost, vulnerable, lonely anymore. It mus be the PMS that is acting up. haiz~ been quite slack lately thanks to the projects that we had cleared last week. haha. Aren't we abit too Kiasu? the proj submission date is nExt mon and wed and we are done this week!! haha.. i like the way we do things. efficient for once?? haha hope it is nt 4 once onli.
Been having my cramps on and off. haiz.. oh bTw, yesterday, dear came my hse and bought dinner for me. Although the food is NOT NICE but thanks anyway =).
He told me that he shasn't been sleeping well for the past few days and well, rest well ba since there's nth i can do apart from saying take care. and he PASSED his TP for Class 2a~ CongraTes dear... but NO SPEEDING! its really dangerous and i don like it when u speed.
Aiya.. no mood to blog now la.. go slp le. good nite every1~ love ya.. muaCks~
Monday, March 07, 2005
what should i do when i graduate? to work or to study? this qn has been botherin mi 4 the past few daes and i am totally sick and tired of this irritating question!
To study because i can cont to study without having any interruption and i think i'll be happier but i duno whether i'll treasure this chance to study anot.
To work cos i can gain working experience and i think i'll be more useful to me when i go work. and maybe by then, i'll find out the importance of studying and may even do better.
haiz... i duno why i am STILL not feelin happi.. nt reali back to normal. been havin stomachache all dae long. duno wads wrong with my body. Depression? maybe.. felt so lonely nowadays.. when ever i'm at home, i'm alone. Parents workin, sis in school. Maybe i should find things 4 myself to do then i wont feel so left out by this world. Bf's in camp and got this feelin of being abandon every nite even though i kno it wasnt intentionally but cant help feeling like that.
Its realli realli tough waitin for him to book out and accompany me. That day we had a quarrel and was thinking this thru. I complained that he had no time for me and i felt so alone and he told me that he had spent all the time he had with mi already. He also ask mi to spare a tot 4 his mum-- his mum is alone almost every single day and even if he book out, he'll spent all the time with me and nt his mum. Although i'm abit guilty.. i mean juz abit for snatchin away his son but i stil think that what i did, is wad most gers would do too.. if they are in my shoes.
Jus imagine when u are happy, u cant reach ur bf. When u're sad and need some shoulder to lean on, ur bf's nt around. u are always alone. Alone in this world. Vulnerability is revolving ard me... :(
Although he is now waking up earlier to call me and tok to mi in the evenings and even sacrificing his dinner jus to chat with me and don make mi feel so lonely, i'm stil nt feeling any better. dear, i really appreciate you for what u have done for me but i'm jus too demanding. i'll try to change.. really...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
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scars done by my nails on dear's hand. sry.
well, todae start off the dae by goin to suntec for the career fair with dora, qian, siti and jay.. erm.. suddenly realise that there are tons and tons of ah sum bu lin university ard such as murdoch uni, stansfield etc etc. all unheard of. Let mi touch on Murdoch ba. i can complete the degree with 2 majors in a yr. isn't that fast? but nt too sure whether that is a recognise uni anot so i've decided to stick woth UOL (university of London). haiz..
todae i duno wad the hell la. totally a bad dae 4 me. Orchard is packed with thousands and millions of ppl. wtf. wad is so good about Orchard? Why is everyone there? Is there gold for em to pick? i hate to go town on Saturdays and wth, boo sae meet there when i suggested Suntec and end up being squeezed by everyone and i hate the feelin. i am nt a toy. i don need so many people to brush thru me accidentally.
i became very attitude when i saw boo and weeseng cos of the damn irritating crowd. ok nvm.. i've simmer down when boo suggested that we go catch a movie but who knos when we are at Cine, well, left with onli lousy shows and that doesn't mean i don wanna watch it. i wanna watch movie. be it wadever movie. As long as its a movie, i wanna waTch! who knos it might turn out to be jus as good as those popular ones? and yes, he rejected that idea. wth.. i was so damn pissed cos everytime he suggested a movie, i'll jus go along with. Even if its a show that doesnt interest mi at all but why cant he jus simply do the same? he was the 1 who suggested watchin movie and now, make mi walk to Cine and change his mind. is that fun? fought with him over the show and it totally dampened my mood for the show and i simply walked off leaving him and weeseng there. i stil think it isnt my fault. had a quarrel with him outside subway, cine. i wanted him to go PS and get movie tickets. and i don care wad show it is. as long as there is a movie for mi to watch.
Yes.. he walked there alone. but aft a while, i walk to PS too cos Ws said i was too mean and i felt it that way too so i walked over to PS. Geat! no show was available and the earliest show was 9.20pm. A unpopular show. jus couldnt understand y he dont wanna watch at Cineleisure. Y mus i realli flare up b4 he agree on watch the show? why is it also the same? cant there be exception?? and i simply hate it because it is always when i got fed up then he'll agree... is giving in to me so tough? its nt like as if he has to gif in to me 24/7.
Felt so empty todae..
can u imagine a bf who spends less than 15 mins on average on the phone with u everydae?
can u imagine a bf whom u see less than 9 hrs a week?
can u imagine a bf havin to disagree with wadever shows u suggested?
so wad if he apologise on everything? Do u think it realli helps? the feelin of rejection first then apologisin second is terrible and i TOTALLY CONDEMN this kind of feeling.haiz. wad a lousy day.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
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This is my "bedroom"~ so nice~ look at the cushion.. and everything~ love the drawer~
sorrie ppl~ i am not missing! juz that i have been too busy with my projects lately and even aft my KL trip with school. Well, nth much happen lately jus plain busy with proj and projs and stil projs. hmm.. todae i'm goin SUntec for the career fair with dora they all. will tell ya more when i come hm later. haiz... finally done with IM and BPC. phew~ left with the stupid RM.
I'm juz a super duper lazy fella! i hate doin projects~ haha..
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Account of 21-23 KL trip:
arrived @ school on 21st feb on a super duper early morning-6.30AM. Everyone was jus plain tired with all those sleepy eyes and yea, we were on coach before 7am and ready to set off to KL. The thought of havin to be in the coach for 6,7 hrs is definity a TURN OFF for me. Bt is alright on the account of travellin with classmates which was a totally new experience! blah blah blah and we arrived at the hotel aft having talks at Berjaya Time Square and the limited shoppin time we had. Back at the hotel and it was DEFINITELY an irritating thing due to the arrangment of the hotel rooms which i shall not elaborate further jus in case my blood boils again. in short, i have to squeeze a room with 2 other friends. Thankz anyway...
3rd dae when our way back, i realise that i'm like one of the few who bought quite many things back and it was DAMN heavy. but hehe.. its all worth it because of the nice shoppin that i've done for teh past 3 days~
shall stop my crappin on KL trip. oh btw, there is a indian lady doin the threading at clementi. i went recently to threat my eye brows. *ouch* it's really painful. but she did a nice job. real nice job with my tears trickling down everytime the thread touches my face. haha.. nice experience! and i'll definitely go back for more.. maybe thread my face next time.
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indoor theme park at Berjaya Time Square
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view taken from the twin tower.. nice view eh?
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this is the Petronas twin tower in KL.. nt were clear cos taken in the bus
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my proj mates! taken aft the talk at sunway pyramid i guess... forgotten le..